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Sunday, February 27, 2011
What Does Ringworm Look Like?
goodnight rhyme
Filastrocca del cuscino
buonanotte al mio bambino
Filastrocca del lenzuolo
chiudi gli occhi e prendi il volo
Filastrocca del piumino
ora dormi Piccolino
Filastrocca delle mani
se le chiudi è già domani
Filastrocca del piedino
se sta fermo è già
morning Rhyme Mother's
close your eyes and make the bed.
Raffaella Perinetti
Rhyme Good Night taken from the blog
http://tatone2001.blogspot.com/2010/12/filastrocca-della-buonanotte.html
tags from tutorial http://www.marigraficapsp.com/per_chi_comincia/tutorial_12/index.html
buonanotte al mio bambino
Filastrocca del lenzuolo
chiudi gli occhi e prendi il volo
Filastrocca del piumino
ora dormi Piccolino
Filastrocca delle mani
se le chiudi è già domani
Filastrocca del piedino
se sta fermo è già
morning Rhyme Mother's
close your eyes and make the bed.
Raffaella Perinetti
Rhyme Good Night taken from the blog
http://tatone2001.blogspot.com/2010/12/filastrocca-della-buonanotte.html
tags from tutorial http://www.marigraficapsp.com/per_chi_comincia/tutorial_12/index.html
Song In Mercedes Commercial 2010
Hello Yara
Hello little angel
A thought for you.
A flower, a candle and a thought to your parents.
I have no words.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Rollercoaster Tycoon 3 No Cd
"Il tempio della Ninfa" : la perla tra le patacche
Ogni tanto, nella triste vita priva di relazioni sociali che noi wikkapediani ci arrabattiamo a portare avanti, capita di trovare piccoli, fulgidi barlumi of hope in the stinking chaos esotericism internett.
These few poschissimi and well-hidden places of work and exchange of intelligent ideas, protected islands in a sea of \u200b\u200bwebsites.
In this case, as we shall see, the term "island" is particularly spot on.
fact I want to bring to your attention, my dear little readers, the wonderful small portal of "The Time of the nymph."
This is a project which, I understand, is being carried out in recent years by a group of utentesse sex almost exclusively female.
Draw near.
We find a sober and orderly portal: the colors are warm and cover the nuances of brown, ocher and red with a prestigious "fogliaseccaametàottobre" which seems to hear the squeak when I am scrolling the page. (Or maybe it's just the cat which dwells in the basket?)
Everything is carefully coordinated, and now seems to sense the presence of a woman's hand and not wiccan behind the choice of images and colors.
observe with great care and after careful analysis, I admit with amazement that he could not even see a graphic across the page.
Not one, you know? Travel between the distress and emotion. I even have a little 'fear of what can expect behind the link (a nice reddish color) that runs by looking at the left column of the portal.
discovered a considerable range of depth articles that I find, with a pleasant surprise, to be well constructed both syntactically and from that content.
fact I find further information of all kinds, recipes, anthropology, little pearls of practical magic, book reviews, holidays.
The idea is to send a microalmanacco. Something fucking (but you can say "fucking"?) disturbingly small and full of information at least acceptable. A small book of manageable size that, when opened, reveals a dense type printing on vellum paper impalpable. The ink does not sting, and malloppetto proves handy and useful to something that is not being hung in the latrine outside of a house.
Looking for a defect that cling I stop to read the header, which is perhaps a bit 'stucchevolina aura of femininity and harmony that emanates, but that is not bad and that I find well-composed. E 'signed' Violet ', a name that just mentally.
Appuntatevelo too.
column on the right is the inevitable mold esoteric gadget site: riquadrino with the lunar phases (absolutely essential) a box with a quote from Haria (the author of that distrust, in spite of the quote is pretty.), A style photo of undergrowth paired with correct information on the festival of Imbolc just past a post box and so on.
There is also a list of links to books reviewed by users of the portal, many focused on the figures, principles or female archetypes. If I click on shamelessly from discovering some of them well-articulated and detailed reviews, complete with a bibliography at the end.
REFERENCES , we realize?
I almost tears in my eyes, I pinched his nose.
The members of the Temple of the Nymph to read books. And I quote.
Mother, sustain.
To take back the wave of emotion slip at the bottom right hand column, find links to recipes and two banner, despite using a cute little 'too, the instrument "outer glow", to return briefly the center and finally left.
here strikes me the only icon with cool colors the entire page, the image of a full moon in a cloudless sky.
Below, the caption says: "Forum study on the Great Mother, Women on the streets and ancient wisdom."
A forum all women!
Gioizzando madly, with the mind hovering between the image of a circle of priestesses and a rod of hysterical feminists outside the concept of waxing, I throw it so fast burn my hair with friction.
end the first part ** **
end the first part ** **
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Urtica Lyrica
Friday, February 25, 2011
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Greetings Hello Yara Yolanda
Today is the birthday of Yolanda, a friend of the web of Argentina. Congratulations Yolanda.
you to thank me this gift. 
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Plans For Building A Toy Chest
Shortcake breakfast: Blog candy: you choose the prize!
Shortcake breakfast: Blog candy: you choose the prize! : "Cracks greed here is a new giveaway, which I'm thinking for a while. 'As you read from the title, you will choose the prize ...." 
Shortcake breakfast: Blog candy: you choose the prize! : "Cracks greed here is a new giveaway, which I'm thinking for a while. 'As you read from the title, you will choose the prize ...."
Russianbare Free Movie
61 Italian Song Festival
61 of Sanremo Italian Song Festival was held at the Teatro Ariston in San Remo from 15 February to 19 February 2011.
Conductors Festival: Gianni Morandi Elisabetta Canalis, Belen Rodriguez, Luca Bizzarri and Paolo Kessisoglu. Two categories: Artists consists of 14 singers and 8 Young-known singers emerging.
The song won the Artists category was still Call me love sung by Roberta Flack and composed by Roberta Flack and Claudio Guidetti. The song won the Youth category was the folly of love, sung and composed by Raphael Gualazzi.
In second place was the song of Fashion and Emma Brown will come to me ....... very nice song. I tifavo for this song.
Call Roberto Vecchioni
still love the boat and flew to heaven
that children were still playing
I would have given the whole sea
just to get vedermeli
for the poet who can not sing
for the worker who no longer has his job
for those twenty years and if it is to die in a
http://airdave.it desert like a pigsty
and for all boys and girls
defending a book, a real book
so beautiful to cry in the streets because they are killing the
thought for the bastard who is always in the sun
for the coward who hides the heart
for our memory
thrown away by these lords of pain
still call me call me love always
love this damn night while finishing
will fill us in here because the music and words
still call me call me love always love
in this hopeless dream
between silence and thunder
also defend this humanity there is only one man still love
call still call me call me love always love
because the ideas are like butterflies
you can not take away the wings
because the ideas are like stars
who do not go out because the storm
ideas are items
mother who believed they had lost
and are like the smile of God
spit in this universe
still call me call me love
always love this damn night while finishing
will fill us in here because the music and words
still call me call me love always love
continues to write the life
between silence and Thunder
defend this humanity that is so true in every man
still call me love love
still call me call me call me again love always love
call
always love this damn night
will even finish because we fill it by here
of music and words still love
call always call me love
in this hopeless dream
between silence and thunder
defend humanity this
also remained one man call me again love
First tag, fantastic made by Luciana.
Conductors Festival: Gianni Morandi Elisabetta Canalis, Belen Rodriguez, Luca Bizzarri and Paolo Kessisoglu. Two categories: Artists consists of 14 singers and 8 Young-known singers emerging.
The song won the Artists category was still Call me love sung by Roberta Flack and composed by Roberta Flack and Claudio Guidetti. The song won the Youth category was the folly of love, sung and composed by Raphael Gualazzi.
In second place was the song of Fashion and Emma Brown will come to me ....... very nice song. I tifavo for this song.
Call Roberto Vecchioni
still love the boat and flew to heaven
that children were still playing
I would have given the whole sea
just to get vedermeli
for the poet who can not sing
for the worker who no longer has his job
for those twenty years and if it is to die in a
http://airdave.it desert like a pigsty
and for all boys and girls
defending a book, a real book
so beautiful to cry in the streets because they are killing the
thought for the bastard who is always in the sun
for the coward who hides the heart
for our memory
thrown away by these lords of pain
still call me call me love always
love this damn night while finishing
will fill us in here because the music and words
still call me call me love always love
in this hopeless dream
between silence and thunder
also defend this humanity there is only one man still love
call still call me call me love always love
because the ideas are like butterflies
you can not take away the wings
because the ideas are like stars
who do not go out because the storm
ideas are items
mother who believed they had lost
and are like the smile of God
spit in this universe
still call me call me love
always love this damn night while finishing
will fill us in here because the music and words
still call me call me love always love
continues to write the life
between silence and Thunder
defend this humanity that is so true in every man
still call me love love
still call me call me call me again love always love
call
always love this damn night
will even finish because we fill it by here
of music and words still love
call always call me love
in this hopeless dream
between silence and thunder
defend humanity this
also remained one man call me again love
First tag, fantastic made by Luciana.
Second tag, very nice made by Grace http://graziabrina.altervista.org/
Three Beautiful Tag made by Marinella
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011
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Apple Pie, love for details ...: Preparations for the first giveaway and complicated blog!
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Saturday, February 19, 2011
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Monday, February 14, 2011
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February 13, 2011 evening with friends
Start la puntata con la sigla.
Poi si inizia dove è stato terminato la scorsa settimana. Dopo il videoclip dello svenimento di Giulia e che Deborah deve rimanere, la squadra bianca inizia a votare. Annalisa è immune. Primo nome: Francesca -canta “Knocking on Heaven’s door“; la commissione salva Francesca. Secondo nome Denny e balla su una coreografia della Celentano...Denny viene salvato dalla commissione. Allora la commissione deve dare il voto ai ragazzi e chi ha il voto più basso viene eliminato. Viene eliminata Debora.
Inizia la sfida, oggi prove singole.
1 prova canto: Virginio contro Antonella cantano “Somebody to love” dei Queen. Vince Virginio.
2 prova ballo: Giula e Denny. Poi però Giulia dice che ha problemi a un piede e allora ballano Vito e Denny....vince Denny.
3 prova canto: “Come Together“, Virginio contro Francesca ...vince Virginio.
4 prova ballo: Vito e Denny ballano una coreografia di Cannito. Vince Denny.
5 prova canto: Canta Annalisa e il televoto è solo per lei. Annalisa è stata la migliore sabato. Canta “Questo bellissimo gioco“.
6 prova ballo: Giulia contro Denny, ballano una coreografia di Garrison. Vince Giulia.
7 prova canto: Virginio contro Francesca. Vince Virginio.
8 prova canto: Denny contro Vito.....vittoria di Vito.
9 prova canto: Virginio contro Annalisa, cantano “Oggi sono io“. Vince Virginio
10 prova ballo: Vito against Denny. They dance a dance chosen by Vito. Vince Denny. 11 hand horse
test Battle: Frank sings "Call Me" by Blondie, Virginia sings "That place that is not" Negramaro. Virginia's victory.
test 12 dance: dance choreography and Denny Giulia Garofalo, Giulia wins. 13
test song: Anna and Virginia, sing a song chosen by Luca Donders. Donders prefers Virginia.
Challenge over. In the studio comes a black suit that will wear the first finalist of Friends.
Tour of cards and paper cards Bianchi Blue ....... win 52% of whites, and a finalist is a white man. The Whites will perform with their horses in battle. The
Committee vote.
first finalist is the ballerina Giulia.
Poi si inizia dove è stato terminato la scorsa settimana. Dopo il videoclip dello svenimento di Giulia e che Deborah deve rimanere, la squadra bianca inizia a votare. Annalisa è immune. Primo nome: Francesca -canta “Knocking on Heaven’s door“; la commissione salva Francesca. Secondo nome Denny e balla su una coreografia della Celentano...Denny viene salvato dalla commissione. Allora la commissione deve dare il voto ai ragazzi e chi ha il voto più basso viene eliminato. Viene eliminata Debora.
Inizia la sfida, oggi prove singole.
1 prova canto: Virginio contro Antonella cantano “Somebody to love” dei Queen. Vince Virginio.
2 prova ballo: Giula e Denny. Poi però Giulia dice che ha problemi a un piede e allora ballano Vito e Denny....vince Denny.
3 prova canto: “Come Together“, Virginio contro Francesca ...vince Virginio.
4 prova ballo: Vito e Denny ballano una coreografia di Cannito. Vince Denny.
5 prova canto: Canta Annalisa e il televoto è solo per lei. Annalisa è stata la migliore sabato. Canta “Questo bellissimo gioco“.
6 prova ballo: Giulia contro Denny, ballano una coreografia di Garrison. Vince Giulia.
7 prova canto: Virginio contro Francesca. Vince Virginio.
8 prova canto: Denny contro Vito.....vittoria di Vito.
9 prova canto: Virginio contro Annalisa, cantano “Oggi sono io“. Vince Virginio
10 prova ballo: Vito against Denny. They dance a dance chosen by Vito. Vince Denny. 11 hand horse
test Battle: Frank sings "Call Me" by Blondie, Virginia sings "That place that is not" Negramaro. Virginia's victory.
test 12 dance: dance choreography and Denny Giulia Garofalo, Giulia wins. 13
test song: Anna and Virginia, sing a song chosen by Luca Donders. Donders prefers Virginia.
Challenge over. In the studio comes a black suit that will wear the first finalist of Friends.
Tour of cards and paper cards Bianchi Blue ....... win 52% of whites, and a finalist is a white man. The Whites will perform with their horses in battle. The
Committee vote.
first finalist is the ballerina Giulia.
Wiersze O Miłości
Happy Valentine's Day Gift
In the silence of the night,
I chose you.
In the splendor of the firmament,
I chose you.
enchantment of the dawn,
I chose you.
In most tormenting storms,
I chose you.
Nell'arsura driest,
I chose you.
In good times and bad,
I chose you.
In joy and sorrow,
I chose you.
In my heart of hearts,
I chose you.
S. Lawrence 
Happy Valentine's Day Greeting Cards
In the silence of the night,
I chose you.
In the splendor of the firmament,
I chose you.
enchantment of the dawn,
I chose you.
In most tormenting storms,
I chose you.
Nell'arsura driest,
I chose you.
In good times and bad,
I chose you.
In joy and sorrow,
I chose you.
In my heart of hearts,
I chose you.
S. Lawrence
Sunday, February 13, 2011
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"Del non sapere di cosa si parli ma scriverne lo stesso"
People, especially here, we have our sources of information. Clearly we
material: forums, blogs, videos, people, and we have many volunteers who, for a laugh, they run into that stuff then deal of effort. Unfortunately, not all sources are of the same bill. In particular, a source very willing but terribly naive on the subject passed me, this very morning, a second article that he / she would have liked: This is a tirade against the new idea of \u200b\u200bthe Vatican, the book on how to evangelize witches 'danger' growing threat to Christianity.
Here the article.
Unfortunately, while appreciating the good intentions, I have not liked this article at all.
mass defect information, the style is poor, the tree is nice to me, but I have enjoyed the fruit.
Title: In the talk but do not know what you write about the same.
A title that must be respected:
1. To attract readers, have bite, otherwise the article dies dryness.
2. Contain an embryo that will be said in the article.
Now, unfortunately, this title offers hope for something more than what you actually then be found.
To begin with, totally incorrect use of the term 'religion', nell'Antefatto that is far too wordy without content is very informative. And after
Background, here the author, who after all (despite the flaws dell'Antefatto) was not started in the worst way, delights us pulling out his gun and firing at zero:
I appreciate very much the effort to defend the community from pagan intentions of the Pope, but there wonder why it is always to win it? Except for the power she possesses, apart from the fact that the Pope is to learn the occult sciences wikkello waaay more than the average Anglo-Saxon (to say nothing of the Italian ones), but it is a matter of tone that makes the difference.
Criticism can be constructive, but the author ignores this detail and it starts with the flurry of blows, does not use words very inelegant, passing over 'accidents', and this is true, but starts with an informal tone to address the person who is trying to dismantle, rather than opens and gives him argue.
After a swing of true / false, true / false: the author is not a topic he is talking about fasting, and I take off my hat for clarification on the treatment of witches in England rather than elsewhere, but elsewhere seems to fall heavily, exhausted from the pass longest leg trying to accomplish. He accused his opponent of not knowing the difference between religion and worship, when he gave us nell'Antefatto proof of that gap filled here and there so watered down by a pair of books is definitely not in the top ten of the best. Gardner then cites and refers readers to the Wikipedia, but this time I leave the burden to our readers to arrive alone to draw the proper conclusions.
The remainder of this style has been going on, citing here and there some website or blog and continuing tirade that on balance it is sterile. You arrive at the end of this article with a dreadful feeling of emptiness of mind, and you realize that it did not actually read anything by full-bodied.
I never will join the fight vs wykkans. Last-of-Hierophant, because I really do not compete: I have nothing else to do, and if the Pope has his faults you can say the same of wiccan, rather than opens to hold a fierce defense of a culture shock and information, they prefer to indulge to sarcastic insults without any underlying core competencies.
All in all, apart from the above mentioned and some gross error of syntax, I feel sympathy for the author and I want to emphasize that mine is not an attack, but who wants to be constructive criticism. Studied, organized better your forces, criticized in an elegant and erudite, so as to be unassailable, because as I have found these defects and I am publishing them here, a slightly less papaboy amoeba the other will do the same, but with very intent less than my good-natured.
Hoping for a reflection and a smile, without wishing to seem snooty (incessu patuit true goddess!), I salute you. 
People, especially here, we have our sources of information. Clearly we
material: forums, blogs, videos, people, and we have many volunteers who, for a laugh, they run into that stuff then deal of effort. Unfortunately, not all sources are of the same bill. In particular, a source very willing but terribly naive on the subject passed me, this very morning, a second article that he / she would have liked: This is a tirade against the new idea of \u200b\u200bthe Vatican, the book on how to evangelize witches 'danger' growing threat to Christianity.
Here the article.
Unfortunately, while appreciating the good intentions, I have not liked this article at all.
mass defect information, the style is poor, the tree is nice to me, but I have enjoyed the fruit.
Title: In the talk but do not know what you write about the same.
A title that must be respected:
1. To attract readers, have bite, otherwise the article dies dryness.
2. Contain an embryo that will be said in the article.
Now, unfortunately, this title offers hope for something more than what you actually then be found.
To begin with, totally incorrect use of the term 'religion', nell'Antefatto that is far too wordy without content is very informative. And after
Background, here the author, who after all (despite the flaws dell'Antefatto) was not started in the worst way, delights us pulling out his gun and firing at zero:
The questions that I am fast in my mind were the following:
1. What does Harry Potter
2. Brother, you have no idea what it means to Wiccans?
3. Worse still, from where comes the damn pope, a private party in your dreams? "
I appreciate very much the effort to defend the community from pagan intentions of the Pope, but there wonder why it is always to win it? Except for the power she possesses, apart from the fact that the Pope is to learn the occult sciences wikkello waaay more than the average Anglo-Saxon (to say nothing of the Italian ones), but it is a matter of tone that makes the difference.
Criticism can be constructive, but the author ignores this detail and it starts with the flurry of blows, does not use words very inelegant, passing over 'accidents', and this is true, but starts with an informal tone to address the person who is trying to dismantle, rather than opens and gives him argue.
After a swing of true / false, true / false: the author is not a topic he is talking about fasting, and I take off my hat for clarification on the treatment of witches in England rather than elsewhere, but elsewhere seems to fall heavily, exhausted from the pass longest leg trying to accomplish. He accused his opponent of not knowing the difference between religion and worship, when he gave us nell'Antefatto proof of that gap filled here and there so watered down by a pair of books is definitely not in the top ten of the best. Gardner then cites and refers readers to the Wikipedia, but this time I leave the burden to our readers to arrive alone to draw the proper conclusions.
The remainder of this style has been going on, citing here and there some website or blog and continuing tirade that on balance it is sterile. You arrive at the end of this article with a dreadful feeling of emptiness of mind, and you realize that it did not actually read anything by full-bodied.
I never will join the fight vs wykkans. Last-of-Hierophant, because I really do not compete: I have nothing else to do, and if the Pope has his faults you can say the same of wiccan, rather than opens to hold a fierce defense of a culture shock and information, they prefer to indulge to sarcastic insults without any underlying core competencies.
All in all, apart from the above mentioned and some gross error of syntax, I feel sympathy for the author and I want to emphasize that mine is not an attack, but who wants to be constructive criticism. Studied, organized better your forces, criticized in an elegant and erudite, so as to be unassailable, because as I have found these defects and I am publishing them here, a slightly less papaboy amoeba the other will do the same, but with very intent less than my good-natured.
Hoping for a reflection and a smile, without wishing to seem snooty (incessu patuit true goddess!), I salute you.
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The heart is what? The heart is essential
Without the heart, no life.
It 's a very important organ.
The heart, however, is to love, love, and do good in this case is important in life.
If one has no heart does not live, not love, does not want and does no good.
So I say cheers the heart.
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The heart is what? The heart is essential
Without the heart, no life.
It 's a very important organ.
The heart, however, is to love, love, and do good in this case is important in life.
If one has no heart does not live, not love, does not want and does no good.
So I say cheers the heart.
Heart is a book written by Edmondo De Amicis Cuore
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GAY E SESSUALITÀ REPRESSA
Hello Project,
I ended up on the blog by accident, not even by accident, honestly I was looking a bit 'of porn, this is reality, then I started to read and went on throughout the evening. I wanted to chat, but I will not have felt almost a sense of revulsion, I do not know defined differently, I do not know what we could find and maybe I could leave bad, but in the end this is what I need. I think of you guys he has known many gay, I have twenty years, I go to university with good results, I would basically satisfied with my life if there was the fact that I practically live two lives, one for the other, one of the good boy all home and church (yes, even that) and one for me, the boy's repressed that may never be able to be himself. I'm gay, I have no doubt of this, I never had any sexual interest in girls but I can not accept my being gay. Several years ago (to 13/14 years old, can not remember not exactly) I did some time of sex play with another boy of my age, just after he has become completely heterosexual and I have become totally gay. He just does not remember any more but for me has become a kind of obsession, with very attractive and very repulsive. I've often thought that I became gay as a result of those events, but if we think rationally does not seem possible. For the other guy beyond the momentary curiosity there was nothing, I think this means that I was in some sense predisposed to become gay. But back to my second life, I feel totally repressed, coming to do anything if I can think of a purpose sex (which he never in practice). In the last year of high school I fell in love with my partner, I did everything to be with him in the room and the school trip to be able to see him naked for a moment, and I did. In practice, that for me was the only purpose of the school trip, just an obsession. That boy is straight, I never told anyone of being gay, and so I limit myself to steal something sexual because I know that I could never speak openly and even less hope that a guy could fall in love with me, and instead of me girls fall in love, I do everything to encourage them not but they are following me and I do not ever give up. Everyone thinks that I am straight the fact that I have always so many girls around me but I'm not even friends, I do not trust at all, as I do not trust even in boys. Then live porn but it is disappointing, basically my life consists only of the study (that gives me satisfaction all right) and at the end of porn that brings me to my disgust but it is also the only form of sexuality accessible. At home I have my room but there are always keys to the doors, even to the bathroom, then to spend some 'quiet I have to wait to have my sleep which never happens before one night, in short step my evenings in visiting porn sites waiting for my go to sleep, afraid that someone might enter at any moment, and then I vent a bit ', but even there things are depressing, not before or during but especially after, I feel like shit and I want to throw it all away because it makes no sense to go on. Sometimes I think I have something pathological, I do not know how to say, just something wrong on a psychic level, and I would get out of this double life that is in practice a double frustration. I cut ties with all the boys I knew, by dint of being told no, also came the desire to call me and invite me. Now we bring you even then my parents who give everything for granted and even if they are smart people did not understand anything. Project, with this state of mind that I came to your blog and hit me quite frankly, it's virtually unique in the web and in the stories of some guys are reviewed. I had never written an email like this and above all, I never thought of being able to send but now I try to make me strong and to do so. If you want to publish it because there are no specific personal items, but I ask you to send the reply e-mail. I read that you can talk to you on msn, I send you my contact (omitted), I'd love to talk a bit '(do not know if i will actually have the courage to do so).
I ended up on the blog by accident, not even by accident, honestly I was looking a bit 'of porn, this is reality, then I started to read and went on throughout the evening. I wanted to chat, but I will not have felt almost a sense of revulsion, I do not know defined differently, I do not know what we could find and maybe I could leave bad, but in the end this is what I need. I think of you guys he has known many gay, I have twenty years, I go to university with good results, I would basically satisfied with my life if there was the fact that I practically live two lives, one for the other, one of the good boy all home and church (yes, even that) and one for me, the boy's repressed that may never be able to be himself. I'm gay, I have no doubt of this, I never had any sexual interest in girls but I can not accept my being gay. Several years ago (to 13/14 years old, can not remember not exactly) I did some time of sex play with another boy of my age, just after he has become completely heterosexual and I have become totally gay. He just does not remember any more but for me has become a kind of obsession, with very attractive and very repulsive. I've often thought that I became gay as a result of those events, but if we think rationally does not seem possible. For the other guy beyond the momentary curiosity there was nothing, I think this means that I was in some sense predisposed to become gay. But back to my second life, I feel totally repressed, coming to do anything if I can think of a purpose sex (which he never in practice). In the last year of high school I fell in love with my partner, I did everything to be with him in the room and the school trip to be able to see him naked for a moment, and I did. In practice, that for me was the only purpose of the school trip, just an obsession. That boy is straight, I never told anyone of being gay, and so I limit myself to steal something sexual because I know that I could never speak openly and even less hope that a guy could fall in love with me, and instead of me girls fall in love, I do everything to encourage them not but they are following me and I do not ever give up. Everyone thinks that I am straight the fact that I have always so many girls around me but I'm not even friends, I do not trust at all, as I do not trust even in boys. Then live porn but it is disappointing, basically my life consists only of the study (that gives me satisfaction all right) and at the end of porn that brings me to my disgust but it is also the only form of sexuality accessible. At home I have my room but there are always keys to the doors, even to the bathroom, then to spend some 'quiet I have to wait to have my sleep which never happens before one night, in short step my evenings in visiting porn sites waiting for my go to sleep, afraid that someone might enter at any moment, and then I vent a bit ', but even there things are depressing, not before or during but especially after, I feel like shit and I want to throw it all away because it makes no sense to go on. Sometimes I think I have something pathological, I do not know how to say, just something wrong on a psychic level, and I would get out of this double life that is in practice a double frustration. I cut ties with all the boys I knew, by dint of being told no, also came the desire to call me and invite me. Now we bring you even then my parents who give everything for granted and even if they are smart people did not understand anything. Project, with this state of mind that I came to your blog and hit me quite frankly, it's virtually unique in the web and in the stories of some guys are reviewed. I had never written an email like this and above all, I never thought of being able to send but now I try to make me strong and to do so. If you want to publish it because there are no specific personal items, but I ask you to send the reply e-mail. I read that you can talk to you on msn, I send you my contact (omitted), I'd love to talk a bit '(do not know if i will actually have the courage to do so).
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
Discharge Instead Of Period
GAY E ANSIA
anxiety, namely the feeling of something dangerous dell'incombere uncontrollable and indefinable but at the same time, it presents in various ways in the life of all people, in practice no one can say 100% immune. Often the perception of anxiety is marked by feelings of emptiness, irritability, impatience of widespread, from feeling useless to spend the time as a progressive loss of opportunity. Anxiety is often accompanied by somatization in cardiac and blood pressure or insomnia or a state of agitation inconclusive. The anxiety often affects the normal activities of life or make it more difficult and hard-to-face, away from a rational and objective assessment of things and emphasizes the difficulties and risks, up to almost completely block the assets of a person and force her to seek support in psychotherapy and medication.
In the following I will stop talking only anxiety reaction, ie those of anxiety syndromes in which a causal factor precipitating factor, and often you can find on the environment, let alone the primary anxiety for which there seems to be able to identify determinants or contributing factors to environmental triggers. For clarity, I report some examples of reactive anxiety:
1) A student, placed in a classroom, often shows signs of anxiety: insomnia, episodic tachycardia, unexplained fears, irritability, difficulty concentrating, environmental mismatch. That same student, after changing class, not the same syndrome occurs more anxious, it is quiet and well placed in the new class.
2) A married man which has strained relations with his wife's family shows signs of anxiety when he moved to another city, away from his wife's family, does not show more signs of anxiety.
3) An elderly man who finds problems at work has tachycardia, feels overwhelmed by work and expects to be able to get in trouble at any moment for some reason I can not even clearly identified. The man, after he retired, he finds his peace and no longer manifestations of anxiety.
As you can see, the causes of anxiety are responsive not only related to the subject that the test but its interaction with the environment in difficult situations these anxiety-inducing special indeed. It is evident that among the anxiety-inducing situations must also be taken homosexuality, not homosexuality itself, but homosexuality in a homophobic environment. Let me stress that I do not mean here as homophobia activities more or less violent repression of his homosexuality, but a phobia of homosexuality, the tendency to exclude and marginalize. Homophobia is an insidious reality that often lurks under the guise of tolerance and respect. The root of homophobia is to perceive homosexuality as something other than itself as different and far beyond sexual orientation, as if sexual orientation constituted a dividing barrier between human groups.
homophobia can not be assessed in the abstract, nor exceed a rational and often homophobic people do not perceive their behavior as homophobic. Of course, very different is the perception of homophobia environment by those who suffer and live every day as a limitation of their freedom. Homosexuals are very sensitive to the implications of the homophobic attitudes of their families, their friends and the social environment in which they live. For a gay is to have more focused attention to determine "reactively" their behavior in order to decrease the environmental risk that homophobia is unleashed against him.
Some special situations may be particularly anxiety-inducing for a gay:
1) To be subjected to questions from parents and relatives such as "Do you have a girlfriend?"
2) Being the subject of attention at school by a serious girl who lived as a threat in relation to the group.
3) Being in the workplace very narrow and very gossipy as it is not possible to join themselves and maintain their privacy.
4) are provisionally also in situations of close coexistence with other people with whom we inevitably come to talk about emotional relationships and sexuality.
add to these situations, a fifth and a sixth that gays can be very highly anxiety-inducing:
5) Falling in love with a guy that you do not know the sexual orientation and enter into an endless path of indecision, fear and referrals.
6) Duty to hide their sexual orientation, a situation that may arise in attempts levels, from the anxiety of coming out with a trusted friend to have to lie to your spouse by a gay married.
So far we have talked only in general terms of anxiety, but for the gay, anxiety often manifests itself in dimensions closely related to sexuality. Internalization homophobia in the gay environment brings to the non-acceptance of self and often leads them to unconsciously groped the road from heterosexual sex. This is real self-taxation that result in so-called "sexual experiments" I try to stay with a girl, if I can say that they are heterosexual. This is actually a mechanism in which neurotic anxiety has the dominant part. The experiment is deeply wanted sex but not as a form of sexuality but as a test that can confirm a suspected identity straight. I can not emphasize enough the absolute absurdity of the advice that some psychologists give to their patients when they see them not too convinced of their sexuality straight, pushing them to "try gay sex." It makes no sense to "test" gay sex to assess their reactions, as it makes no sense to go with a girl to see his being straight. Sexual orientation is not related to the conduct but the sexual desires. There are gay men who are married, their lives as a couple is 100% hetero but their sexual fantasies are not straight and their key masturbation is gay. To understand its orientation so it's not to prove sexual behavior of gay or straight couples, which, among other things, can be hazardous to health, but to put aside "gradually" their conditioning to win first of all genuine freedom in terms of sexual fantasies and masturbation. Among other things, the anxiety arising from issues of sexual orientation conceived as a problem, very often results in consequences, too heavy, issues that have nothing to do son's sexuality and in particular studies. When the mind focuses on research at all costs an answer to a problem related to sexuality and to minimize end up neglecting the fundamental aspects of social life and relationships. In some cases the abandonment of the study as a result of an anxious way of living sexuality causes more uncertainty and anxious feelings that extend slowly anche molto al di fuori della sessualità. In queste situazioni non ha alcun senso cercare a oltranza risposte certe e definitive seguendo una spinta di tipo nevrotico, bisogna invece mettersi bene in mente che in certe cose le risposte certe e definitive non esistono proprio e che l’ansia si supera solo rendendosene conto e mettendo definitivamente da parte l’idea di incasellarsi in questa o in quella categoria, ma aggiungo una cosa, riprendere gli studi, se gli studi sono stati trascurati o messi da parte, significa non solo cercare di non creare ulteriori problemi per il futuro in termini di lavoro e di prospettive economiche ma anche allontanarsi dall’idea di avere un problema che deve essere risolto presto e in via definitiva. In pratica return to normal activities of work or study represents the most significant symptom of the excess anxiety and therapy more useful in that sense. Add the anxiety that is often perceived as resulting from uncertainties of sexual orientation has in fact very different origins, because the gay sexual orientation per se, in a serene environment, does not raise anxiety reactions. We must start realizing that the problem is not brought it in, do not we create it, but it is a reaction to a difficult environmental situation. An external problem must not become an internal problem and the myth of homosexuality in a negative spread in a homophobic climate should not be internalized. The feeling of loneliness is to be considered a result of a momentary state of the environment because it is really difficult and so these situations may very well change. This applies as a guideline for overcoming anxiety on the part of test anxiety at first, but there is to keep in mind that the main route for overcoming social anxiety is the affective, that is to have around him a true network of emotional relationships that convey feelings of security and stability. Often when you realize you have friends come anxious scruples about the talk with them clearly of all, because they may feel uncomfortable and easy to assume the source to people anxious or reluctant attitudes clearly false for a good purpose. As in all relationships between people, the wrong thing is playing a part, play a role "for the sake of another person". One thing to avoid against people very anxious and trying to convince them by force of reasoning and examples that anxiety can and must be overcome. Against the anxiety it should get involved in a lot of emotional climate as it is true even counter any form of abstract reasoning. It often happens that matters not in itself be no problems at all but lived anxiously as problems. In these situations, the comparison and dialogue with people who have similar experience is essential to understand how others react to situations similar to those which we live and defuse. Feel like the only person ever to face an urgent and difficult solution is stressful and anxiety, realizing that the alleged problem is really a problem only insofar as it is considered that this and many other people have been or are facing similar situations is much more reassuring and above and much more real.
In the following I will stop talking only anxiety reaction, ie those of anxiety syndromes in which a causal factor precipitating factor, and often you can find on the environment, let alone the primary anxiety for which there seems to be able to identify determinants or contributing factors to environmental triggers. For clarity, I report some examples of reactive anxiety:
1) A student, placed in a classroom, often shows signs of anxiety: insomnia, episodic tachycardia, unexplained fears, irritability, difficulty concentrating, environmental mismatch. That same student, after changing class, not the same syndrome occurs more anxious, it is quiet and well placed in the new class.
2) A married man which has strained relations with his wife's family shows signs of anxiety when he moved to another city, away from his wife's family, does not show more signs of anxiety.
3) An elderly man who finds problems at work has tachycardia, feels overwhelmed by work and expects to be able to get in trouble at any moment for some reason I can not even clearly identified. The man, after he retired, he finds his peace and no longer manifestations of anxiety.
As you can see, the causes of anxiety are responsive not only related to the subject that the test but its interaction with the environment in difficult situations these anxiety-inducing special indeed. It is evident that among the anxiety-inducing situations must also be taken homosexuality, not homosexuality itself, but homosexuality in a homophobic environment. Let me stress that I do not mean here as homophobia activities more or less violent repression of his homosexuality, but a phobia of homosexuality, the tendency to exclude and marginalize. Homophobia is an insidious reality that often lurks under the guise of tolerance and respect. The root of homophobia is to perceive homosexuality as something other than itself as different and far beyond sexual orientation, as if sexual orientation constituted a dividing barrier between human groups.
homophobia can not be assessed in the abstract, nor exceed a rational and often homophobic people do not perceive their behavior as homophobic. Of course, very different is the perception of homophobia environment by those who suffer and live every day as a limitation of their freedom. Homosexuals are very sensitive to the implications of the homophobic attitudes of their families, their friends and the social environment in which they live. For a gay is to have more focused attention to determine "reactively" their behavior in order to decrease the environmental risk that homophobia is unleashed against him.
Some special situations may be particularly anxiety-inducing for a gay:
1) To be subjected to questions from parents and relatives such as "Do you have a girlfriend?"
2) Being the subject of attention at school by a serious girl who lived as a threat in relation to the group.
3) Being in the workplace very narrow and very gossipy as it is not possible to join themselves and maintain their privacy.
4) are provisionally also in situations of close coexistence with other people with whom we inevitably come to talk about emotional relationships and sexuality.
add to these situations, a fifth and a sixth that gays can be very highly anxiety-inducing:
5) Falling in love with a guy that you do not know the sexual orientation and enter into an endless path of indecision, fear and referrals.
6) Duty to hide their sexual orientation, a situation that may arise in attempts levels, from the anxiety of coming out with a trusted friend to have to lie to your spouse by a gay married.
So far we have talked only in general terms of anxiety, but for the gay, anxiety often manifests itself in dimensions closely related to sexuality. Internalization homophobia in the gay environment brings to the non-acceptance of self and often leads them to unconsciously groped the road from heterosexual sex. This is real self-taxation that result in so-called "sexual experiments" I try to stay with a girl, if I can say that they are heterosexual. This is actually a mechanism in which neurotic anxiety has the dominant part. The experiment is deeply wanted sex but not as a form of sexuality but as a test that can confirm a suspected identity straight. I can not emphasize enough the absolute absurdity of the advice that some psychologists give to their patients when they see them not too convinced of their sexuality straight, pushing them to "try gay sex." It makes no sense to "test" gay sex to assess their reactions, as it makes no sense to go with a girl to see his being straight. Sexual orientation is not related to the conduct but the sexual desires. There are gay men who are married, their lives as a couple is 100% hetero but their sexual fantasies are not straight and their key masturbation is gay. To understand its orientation so it's not to prove sexual behavior of gay or straight couples, which, among other things, can be hazardous to health, but to put aside "gradually" their conditioning to win first of all genuine freedom in terms of sexual fantasies and masturbation. Among other things, the anxiety arising from issues of sexual orientation conceived as a problem, very often results in consequences, too heavy, issues that have nothing to do son's sexuality and in particular studies. When the mind focuses on research at all costs an answer to a problem related to sexuality and to minimize end up neglecting the fundamental aspects of social life and relationships. In some cases the abandonment of the study as a result of an anxious way of living sexuality causes more uncertainty and anxious feelings that extend slowly anche molto al di fuori della sessualità. In queste situazioni non ha alcun senso cercare a oltranza risposte certe e definitive seguendo una spinta di tipo nevrotico, bisogna invece mettersi bene in mente che in certe cose le risposte certe e definitive non esistono proprio e che l’ansia si supera solo rendendosene conto e mettendo definitivamente da parte l’idea di incasellarsi in questa o in quella categoria, ma aggiungo una cosa, riprendere gli studi, se gli studi sono stati trascurati o messi da parte, significa non solo cercare di non creare ulteriori problemi per il futuro in termini di lavoro e di prospettive economiche ma anche allontanarsi dall’idea di avere un problema che deve essere risolto presto e in via definitiva. In pratica return to normal activities of work or study represents the most significant symptom of the excess anxiety and therapy more useful in that sense. Add the anxiety that is often perceived as resulting from uncertainties of sexual orientation has in fact very different origins, because the gay sexual orientation per se, in a serene environment, does not raise anxiety reactions. We must start realizing that the problem is not brought it in, do not we create it, but it is a reaction to a difficult environmental situation. An external problem must not become an internal problem and the myth of homosexuality in a negative spread in a homophobic climate should not be internalized. The feeling of loneliness is to be considered a result of a momentary state of the environment because it is really difficult and so these situations may very well change. This applies as a guideline for overcoming anxiety on the part of test anxiety at first, but there is to keep in mind that the main route for overcoming social anxiety is the affective, that is to have around him a true network of emotional relationships that convey feelings of security and stability. Often when you realize you have friends come anxious scruples about the talk with them clearly of all, because they may feel uncomfortable and easy to assume the source to people anxious or reluctant attitudes clearly false for a good purpose. As in all relationships between people, the wrong thing is playing a part, play a role "for the sake of another person". One thing to avoid against people very anxious and trying to convince them by force of reasoning and examples that anxiety can and must be overcome. Against the anxiety it should get involved in a lot of emotional climate as it is true even counter any form of abstract reasoning. It often happens that matters not in itself be no problems at all but lived anxiously as problems. In these situations, the comparison and dialogue with people who have similar experience is essential to understand how others react to situations similar to those which we live and defuse. Feel like the only person ever to face an urgent and difficult solution is stressful and anxiety, realizing that the alleged problem is really a problem only insofar as it is considered that this and many other people have been or are facing similar situations is much more reassuring and above and much more real.
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